Its been too long!!

Rylan is doing good!  Hes about 7 pounds now, and 19 inches long.  Hes getting so big!

I've just been being a mommy.  I'm staying at home for the time being until we can work out a schedual so I can go back to work.  Its either back to hollywood or to find a job at the hospital.  I've been keeping busy with Rylan.  Right now hes taking a nap on his belly.  Hes still so small!  He's still in newborn diapers, and in preemie clothes.  Hes 6 weeks old!  We didnt even prepair for preemie stuff!  We had 2 packs of newborn diapers and bought tons of size 1's.  THEY ARE HUGE!!  

zack is going to be home for 3 nights!  yay!  Rylan wakes up 1 or 2 times to eat.  Its not that bad.  I'm getting use to it.  :)

that was a quick update!  I'm not doing much these days! :-P

 Hi!

-Yay for another update, and it only took me a week this time!  I feel too lazy to update, but I'm on the computer a few hours a day.  lol  I'm such a great LJ friend.

-Baby update time!  I am 32 weeks, 2 days!  I had my dr's appt. and everything is good.  His heartbeat was 129...I think the student dr. just didnt follow Rylan around while he was moving around in there.  My last appt. it was 159.  I'm 131 pounds (BLAHHHH) and my blood pressure was 110/70.  Other than that...the downside.  haha.  I am having contractions like crazy!  I'm scared to go to the doctors.  I'm suppost to go if I have more than 5 or 6 in an hour, in which yesterday I did, but they just went away slowly and then compleatly stopped.  I had one today, so thats better, and normal.  Wow.  8 weeks left!

-I finally broke down and washed most of Rylan's little clothes.  We have his crib up, and his crib set all washed and put in there.  Its so cute.  I'll have to take a picture.  I have enough diapers to last atleast the first month, and I just need to get some baby wipes.  I thought I'd pace myself, so within the next few weeks I'll wash all his blankets, staralize his bottles and pacifiers, and figure out a way to have a "diaper station."  Oh, and I get to pack my hospital bags and his diaper bag!  lol I am totally nesting.

-I had my baby shower on the 12th, and it was tons of fun!  It was just a few people from my work, and a few friends from high school.  I got a bunch of clothes, a diaper bag, bottles, a pack of diapers, a bath set(hooded towels and wash cloths), a mini set of lotions and soaps.  Just a TON of clothes basically.  It was short, but I had alot of fun.  We played a few games and ate food.  haha Cant go wrong there!  I'll be having another baby shower after Rylan is born.  I have lots of family from out of state, and a few friends.  I'm excited to send out some more invitations!  Baby showers are fun!

-I worked today, and I also work tomarrow and Saturday.  Only like 10 hours this week.  I'm terrified that I'll have contractions at work!  Since I'm not allowed to sit down, I wouldnt know what to do!  Plus, I have anger problems because I dont like to put up with peoples...crap.  haha.  

-I finally filed my taxes!  lol  I'm getting 350$ back, so I'm going to get a car seat and a swing for Rylan next week.  Its very cute.  I'm all done and ready now...well atleast I think so.  Plus, that other rebate is coming in May and I get another 300$.  How fun is this!  haha.

-Zack got a gym membership, and hes obsessed!  He goes every morning after work.  I have one too, so after the baby is born, I'm going to meet him there.  I need to lose 25 pounds.  Thats my goal.  I'm sure the breastfeeding will help losing weight too.  I'll have to eat healthier, too.  Well anyways, Zack looks great!  He's got a TON of muscle.. YUM!  haha.  I'm glad I'll have a work out buddy. 

-Well, thats my update!  Yay for me!  Tata everyone!

Hello!

I'm doing an update!  Today is a cleaning day, I'm doing laundry, and I picked up a little.  I dont work til Thursday, and my last internship day is tomarrow!  YAY!  I only need 13 more pokes, I'm all done.  I'm so bored today.  Zack is sleeping, and he has the next four days off!  Hopefully we'll find something to do.

You think for me not updating for a week, Id have stuff to write about haha.  I really dont.  I've been really lazy, and tired. 

My moms birthday is Thursday, and Zack and I got her a buddah insence holder, and some seeds.  She already knows she got the seeds, but Zack and I saw the buddah thing at the cd store, and I had to get it for her.  I should take a picture.  haha

I want to cut my hair, but I dont know how.  I know its gonna get pulled on, chewed on, and spit up on when Rylan comes, but I dont know if I can cut off as much as I want too.  I have long hair...not super long, but its a few inches past my sholders.  I want to cut it short with some layers.  I just dont know how I want to do it.  I guess I'll figure it out.

I want Zack to wake up so we can go get more Scrubs at Hollywood!  I'm addicted to that show!  We're on the 3rd season, and theres 7, so we have a ways to go.  Then we'll find something else to get addicted too.

I'm also 28 weeks pregnant now.  Ahhhh 12 more weeks!  He weighs 2 1/2 pounds and is about 14 inches!  I think he has the hiccups!  I'm excited for June, but I'm scared.  I guess I'll get over it.

Wow...5 days since I've updated!  I'm getting lazy!

-I'm guessing I passed my final with an 80 or above, because my teacher never called me!  YAY!!  I start my externship tomarrow at 8 am.  What in the world was I thinking!  But its only until 12, so 4 hours isnt too bad.  Plus I'm in some adorible bright pink scrubs!  haha.  I just have to make sure I actually eat breakfast before I go.  I'm bad at that.  But today my class is meeting at the hospital at 3 for a tour and our name badges with pictures!  WOO!  lol we get the ones that say STUDENT!  But yay for passing my final!

-I only worked yesterday, and thats it for this week!  Does my externship count as work?  lol well either way, I'm doing it Tuesday, Wenesday, and Thursday!  I'm thinking maybe I'll work at the Red Cross after I get certified, and after little Rylan gets here!  I'll make double than what I am now, and I guess I could work part time doing that too!!  Zack said he saw a job opening in the paper for it.  Hopefully Ill be able to find something around July.

-lol I need to do some housework.  Like laundry!  lol I'm getting laundry lazy!  Maybe ill start it after I write this post!  I have to get Zack to carry it to the laundry room though, theres alot of stuff that needs washing!  I also have to hang up clothes, but hes playing rockband, the drums, and its right in front of the closet!  lol

-okay ,well I'm back now, I started the wash, and Zack vacuumed!  Look at that teamwork!  I still have to make the bed and all sorts of stuff.  Well this was just a little update!  tata for now!

Flat out...I am having a shitty day, for the most part.

The good thing, I went baby shopping!  I got some cloth diapers(not for actual diapers, my mom told me she used them for burb cloths and such), snap t-shirts, mittens, socks, slippers, and a pack of 5 receving blankets.  Little Rylan has a bag full of stuff.  I've got to get the baby wash detergent so I can wash it all.  I love baby shopping.  But also, while I was at walmart, I got really dizzy, and was misrable.  I sat in a chair and watched my mom shop in the garden section.  I dont know why I got so dizzy, its been happening alot lately.  I know its not because I didnt eat because I ate before we left, so I might call my doctor.  ahhh

I finally got my new cell phone.  I'm slightly addicted, and I know I depend on electronics way too much.  It has all my emails and instant messaging programs all on one screen, and i just click on the one I need, and then it also has a feature where everytime I open my phone, it plays a video on the background!  I love it.  Zack is getting one within this month.  lol and btw, I was nice to the fedex guy!

I'm stressed out because my schedual is all out of wack.  My manager put that I work 12-4 on Friday, and I have my final!  She said I could get off at 2, but I've got to find someone to work the hour in between.  Everyone that is avalible for that hour, already works that night.  I can work until 2:45, but I have to go to class.  I left her a message.  Plus on top of it all, I'm just emotional, and I was crying because I dont know what to do.  Zack said just work til 2:45 and then go to class.  I'm sure I wont get in to much trouble, but still.  I dont want to just take off.  ahh, hopefully my manager will call me back tomarrow.

Tomarrow is my review day for my final.  I finished my homework early today.  I just need to study now.  I'll be studing tomarrow, and thrusday until its coming out of my ears lol.  I'm not too worried.  

I helped my mom plant some veggies and flowers today.  She loves to garden.  She keeps telling me shes going to teach Rylan how to do all of it so he can go help her.  How cute is that!  My mom was trying to tell me how to it all works, and how she has to start the plants inside until the last frost and im like wow...im lost!  lol

I'm really excited for Rylan.  I thought I'd be scared but I'm glad I'm going to be a mommy!  I've always wanted to have a little one.  I'm gonna miss him kicking me from inside.  It's the cutest thing!  Soon, I'll start reading to him, because he's going to be able to hear it more.  I talk to him everyday lol as weird as that sounds.  But he knows mine and Zacks voice.

Okay, so I guess my day wasnt that bad, Im just freaking out over little things.  I need to get extra sleep.  Good thing my class isnt until 3 tomarrow.  I think I'll go get a little nap now before Zack goes to work.

Tata!

-lol I never have a subject, just some random smiley face.  I cant name an entry, I write about a whole bunch of stuff.

-Today was my 2 day off out of 4!  Wow...I cant wait til I get a new job.  I never work.  Yesterday was just a lazy day, which I didnt want it to be, but it was.  Today, I woke up at 1pm, watched Harry Potter, Prisioner of Ascaban(however you spell it), watched 'Lockdown-Gang Wars' with my mom.  haha I'm serious!  Prison shows are entertaining.  Then I finally started laundry!  I need to clean the bathroom still, and my room,  but I'll get around to it.  I think I'm gonna go pamper myself later...I  need it.  I feel blah... But, then I have to study!  I dont think this test will be as hard as the last one was.  It'll be more in a certain area rather than all over.  It's going to be pretty basic, related to Phlembotomy this time.  

-Yesterday, I played viva pinata for like 4 hours.  lol.  I'm so addicted.  I'm happy Zack got his xbox back, then I guess I can play in the living room.  With viva pinata...I think I'm also going to get it for my computer.  I can get it for 9$.  This sounds farmilar...I think I already wrote about it.  haha I'm just addicted.  Last night, I played gears, and...people are just stupid.  One guy said That I must be 400 pounds because I play xbox live and I'm a girl.  And I'm like, okay, your stupid.  So another guy joined in, and sent me a message that said 'FATTY' and I just burst out crying!  lol, I know I'm pathetic, but I'm hormonal, and have all the rights to cry.  I know I'm not fat, I'm pregnant, and theres a diffence.  And I think pregnant woman are beautiful!  It just is frustrating.  But, I guess thats how xbox live will always be.  Most of the time, I get respect because I do play games and I'm a girl.  Hello, theres so many ALL GIRL CLANS that are better than the guys!  lol thats my rant about that!

-So tomarrow is nothing special.  Ill be home, doing my to-do list, and then go to school.  Tuesday, I'll be 21 weeks!  Yay!  Well, ta ta for now!

Hello!

-I got out of work early today!  I worked 10am-12pm.  I feel lazy, but labor is over...again!  I was suppost to work until 2, so I had nothing else to do until 3, so I came home for a little bit.  I'm being super lazy now, because I guess I could start cleaning, but I rather update my lj!  haha.  I still have another hour until I've gotta leave.  I'm bored.  Zack is sleeping!  I rented the 2nd Harry Potter,  but I didnt want to start it, and then have to stop, so I guess I'll just watch it later.  I'm glad I get to start my 4 days off early!  I have the weekend off!  Thats a first!  I remember in one of my last entries I was complaining about having to work every sunday, and now I have this one off!  I really hope I get Feb 3rd off for the SUPER BOWL!!  GO PATRIOTS!!  haha.

-I have ANOTHER test on Monday!  I didnt do so good on my last one.  I got 72%, but I've got to get 80% on all my test and quizzes all together.  I'm at 80% right now, so thats good.  Wish me luck on my test.  Its only from 3 chapters, but this means it'll be more in detail.  I keep forgetting a highlighter, so everything is just underlined.  Then...after the test, we get to poke fingers!  Ahh!  I'm scared.  I dont like the noise they make.  haha.  I'm a big baby.  But seriously, when you get your finger pricked, you dont want to hear the thing go 'SNAP!' lol, do you?  I'd rather it surprise me.

-Well, the weather sucks today!  Its really windy.  And we have a gate that I have to get out and open everytime I leave, and everytime I come home.  NOT FUN!  I wish I could live in a bubble.  haha.  I hate being cold.

-I think thats it for now!  I've gotta update my palm pilot, and make my to-do list!  

tata!

Hello!

_I was too busy to update yesterday...lol you know with xbox live and all.  I played gears til about midnight, and then I was super tired.  I missed that game!  Other than that, I had my dentist appt and I have a stupid cavity!  I feel stupid.  lol.  Like a little kid or something.  So I've gotta get it filled on 2/14.  She said it was really really small, so I guess thats a good thing...as good as a cavity can be.  lol.  I didnt do much yesterday.  Cleaned up a little, and did my homework!  Yay!  Zack and I made frito chili pie, which I'm currently addicted too!  Oh yah, and went and did his taxes!  Can I just say that tax returns are fun!  lol.  We're getting like 550$ back, so maybe that means baby shopping!

_So today, I'm going to go do game inventory at my work until my class starts at 3pm.  I dont mind going to class because she lets us eat.  lol.  I cant beleive I've only gained about 6 pounds since I've been pregnant.  I feel like I'm eating so much!  And then I still feel hungry!  I dont mind.  Sometimes eating is fun.  haha.  I really want subway again.  Well, I'm making myself hungry.  

_I'll go on about something else now...hmm.  Well, I'm running out of movies to watch!  I get free rentals at my work, and I've seen just about everything I want to see!  Every Tuesday, I can get new ones that came out 2 weeks ago, or if we get movies in early that release on a Tuesday, I can get those.  Yay for pre-streets.  Theres nothing really out that I want to see, well, something that I want to watch that Zack can also watch.  I'm thinking about Stardust.  I need to watch it, everyone keeps telling me how good it is.  I also love that I can get game rentals free too!  I rented 'Super Mario Galaxy' for my Wii, but I have yet to find the power cords.  First, I lost the whole system, so I guess cords are more easier to replace.  haha.  I blame it on my pregnancy brain. 

_Well, I just feel like crap today.  I have been the last few days.  I hope I'm not getting sick.  Little Rylan, I think, is laying on his stomach again.  All I see is a lump on my right side.  lol.  The night before he was flipped around, on his back, kicking the crap out of me on my left side.  I'm sure he has alot of fun in there.  My next doctors appt is Feb. 5th.  I love to hear his little heartbeat.  Just about 4 more months to go!  I really need to go baby shopping!  lol.

_Thats it for now, I guess.  I'll update later maybe after I get home from school.  I get to start poking people soon!  Scary!  haha.  I need to bring someone to practice on, but who in the world is going to agree to that!  Hopefully I can drag Zack!

Green Bay lost...20 - 23 IN OVERTIME!  Giants won with a field goal! :( Patriots and Giants!  Superbowl time!  Lets see if Patriots can have a perfect season including a superbowl win!